我每次在去中文課的路上都會碰到他。每當我們擦肩而過時，我都會裝一副滿不在乎的樣子跟他打招呼。那一秒鐘的相遇常常令我感慨萬千。一大堆我沒有勇氣問的問題在腦海裡迴轉。你還好吧？快樂嗎？會偶然想我嗎？我猜，愛情小說裡最豪爽的女主人公若碰到以前的未婚父可能也只能像我那樣望而興嘆吧。但我提醒自己，決不能像上學期那樣縱容自己不停地回想往事和質疑取消婚禮的決定。過了半響，才記得我從這挫折中學到最寶貴的一課就是無論怎樣，一旦做了決定，就要堅決地笑著繼續走。
每當想到這一點，我就能舒暢地推開課室的門，無憂無慮地上課。
Friday, January 23, 2009
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
WAR!
Chad took this photo during our epic snowball fight where the girls have just formally declared war on the boys. Hence the warrior face. This is just so typical of Jody!
Monday, January 5, 2009
Lack of farmer blood
I used to have this lofty illusion of being the busy-bee early-riser (a.k.a. Chelsea), who somehow manages to do all her laundry, bake some bread, and dust down all the counters before 9 a.m. So I ambitiously signed up for 8 a.m. classes my first semester at BYU. Boy, was I in for a rude awakening (most of the time quite literally). Like all respectable freshman, I partied hard till 4 in the morning, dancing on our mattresses that we had pulled into the hallway, sneaking out to belt out happy birthday to the embarrassed individual, and delivering goldfishes to the boys in our ward. Needless to say, Physical Science first thing in the morning just kicked my trash. I would stagger in midway during class and sleep through the rest of the clicker quizzes. With a habit like mine, even Edison's brightest bulb would struggle desperately.
Eventually I caught on. The next semester my earliest class was at 12.
Then the next semester my Tuesdays and Thursdays schedule started at 2.
And now once again, the night before school starts, I'm sitting in front of my computer, trying to figure out my schedule for the next four months of my life. Can I handle philosophy at 9:30 every morning? Even though I know myself pretty well, so in this case the answer would be a no, I'm still tempted to hold onto my pretensions to be an early-riser. There is just something so refined and I don't know, almost lady-like, about the concept of waking up when the first rays of morning light hit your eyes. I would imagine that Jane Austen stretched contentedly on her bed and came up with new ideas for her books every morning without jerking awake when her sister pounds on the door because she was late for class once again. No, women like Virginia Wolfe, Condoleezza Rice, and Snow White all sound like early-rising go-getters.
Looking back at the BYU screen, I sighed and dropped my philosophy class. I guess there will be no Emily Bronte aspirations for me this time, I'll just have to face reality and settle with being a Marie Antoinette.
Eventually I caught on. The next semester my earliest class was at 12.
Then the next semester my Tuesdays and Thursdays schedule started at 2.
And now once again, the night before school starts, I'm sitting in front of my computer, trying to figure out my schedule for the next four months of my life. Can I handle philosophy at 9:30 every morning? Even though I know myself pretty well, so in this case the answer would be a no, I'm still tempted to hold onto my pretensions to be an early-riser. There is just something so refined and I don't know, almost lady-like, about the concept of waking up when the first rays of morning light hit your eyes. I would imagine that Jane Austen stretched contentedly on her bed and came up with new ideas for her books every morning without jerking awake when her sister pounds on the door because she was late for class once again. No, women like Virginia Wolfe, Condoleezza Rice, and Snow White all sound like early-rising go-getters.
Looking back at the BYU screen, I sighed and dropped my philosophy class. I guess there will be no Emily Bronte aspirations for me this time, I'll just have to face reality and settle with being a Marie Antoinette.
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